Ive been doing dialysis treatment for 3 years, It's been tough on my part. And this illness change me. No matter how i forget my situation, still a shadow of depression crawls out of me.
Sometimes I try to get out whenever I can but there are times that it doesn't seem to help anymore. At my first year of illness, I've kept what I'm going through to myself and sometimes It feels like I'm drowning in sadness. But then i will just swallow it, keep a smile and keep on going. I have to be strong for my sake.
Sometimes I try to get out whenever I can but there are times that it doesn't seem to help anymore. At my first year of illness, I've kept what I'm going through to myself and sometimes It feels like I'm drowning in sadness. But then i will just swallow it, keep a smile and keep on going. I have to be strong for my sake.
"I guess no one will disagree on this one!"
What i been doing all this year is to survive, Doing my dialysis treatment, i prefer alone as long as i can still do it without help, i want to preserve my sense of In dependency. There are times that after my treatment, i can still watch a movie in our nearest Cinema. But there are also times that i will just sleep through it.
Dealing with sadness and depression is tough, but going out sometimes helps us to forget our situation, doing what you love most helps you cope with your illness. I'm not really an outgoing type of person, but in my opinion its better to have people around, it helps to lighten the darkness around you.
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